Diary Entry #12

Dear Diary, I am tired. Tired. Tired. I already knew working on the weekend was something that was just not going to be for me, but the past weekend was the definition of absolute hell! I feel like I can put bouncer on my resume at this point, because of all the rude teens that […]

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Diary Entry #11

Dear Diary, I feel like I have two different worlds going on. There’s one world where I’m not doing what I want to do and I’m living life constantly counting down until the next thing happens while also either dreading it or being anxious or just in need of it to happen. This world is […]

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Diary Entry #10

Dear Diary, This isn’t going to be long, but I just want to say that I’m putting out positive energy into the universe. I have a passion and a dream and I know it’ll come true and I won’t have to worry about being places that I don’t want to be because I’ll be where […]

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Diary Entry #9

Dear Diary, It’s official…I finally have my degree! It took so much to get it. So many tears. Depression. Pain. Misery. I know so many people see this is a step into something greater, which it is, but all I see right now is just something that shows I didn’t go through five years of […]

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Diary Entry #8

Dear Diary, I feel like this life of mine is just moving and time is ticking, but instead of time moving along with me…I’m just trapped in its path. Just moving along but not really going anywhere. I have so many plans..so many dreams. Yet, no idea how to execute them all. There are also […]

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Diary Entry #6

Dear Diary, It has been a minute since we’ve talked and I’m so sorry about that. My memory is so terrible and I need to do better, but I do have something to talk about. The past weekend I had so much fun and I haven’t had that much fun in a while. I went […]

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Diary Entry #5

Dear Diary, I have some amazing news and as much as I want to share it with others, I’m giving it a few more days. I’m just so used to disappointment that I just can’t get myself to share with everybody until the very last minute. I will say one thing though…God is so good. […]

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Diary Entry #3

Dear Diary, It’s been a little minute since we’ve talked. Just a little update…I got sick last week. It freaking sucks. I knew it had to come sometime with everyone getting sick and the pollen like taking over but it still sucks. And now I’m stuck with a leftover cough that might take all eternity […]

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Diary Entry #2

Dear Diary, This morning is such a struggle…like every morning. It’s like a fight with my alarm consistently. It’s going off and off….and off. Chirping the words “get up and work out” but I’m fighting back saying “no, I don’t wanna.” Then when  I finally get up, I realize I should’ve listened to my alarm […]

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Diary Entry #1

Dear Diary, This is my first shot at trying these diary entries. I hope that they end out well and become not only really therapeutic for me, but relatable for others. I have a lot on my mind, but my main thought this morning is how much of a failure I feel. I was supposed […]

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