Dear diary,

Consider this one a random rant and a mesh of thoughts in my mind. I’m currently at a place of where I’m trying to figure out how to get out of this hamster wheel that I’m in. I’m stuck when it comes to content creation. I need to figure out how to work from home until work from home becomes working from home…but for myself. I need to get on a health track. I also need to work on saving because the word “save” doesn’t seem to exist at the moment (though I try). There’s a lot more I could add but this isn’t a therapy session…well, not a professional one anyway.

I know all of this needs to be fixed, but that hamster wheel is dangerous and just spinning. I have to figure out how to jump off of it, but it goes by so fast that I won’t realize another month has passed without me focusing on a single goal. I think I’m more focused on just existing because that truly is a hard enough task on its own in this world. However, I have to figure out how to live while I can.