I feel like this life of mine is just moving and time is ticking, but instead of time moving along with me…I’m just trapped in its path. Just moving along but not really going anywhere. I have so many plans..so many dreams. Yet, no idea how to execute them all. There are also so many things that I’m missing like having free weekends and doing simple things like Walmart trips with my friends. The worst feeling is feeling like you’ve lost all control with your life, and I won’t lie, I feel close to being there. I’m going to keep holding on though with whatever little bit of strength God keeps giving me because there’s definitely no way I’m getting this strength on my own.