It’s day 728947 of quarantine and I’m…doing ok actually. I’m sure it’s expected of me to say how I’m going crazy and I feel like I’m going to lose it. That’s not exactly the case. Monday, I got real about motivation and now I’m being transparent in today’s diary entry. This quarantine is a blessing within a curse. Clearly, all the deaths, separations, and people being out of jobs are just terrible. That would be the curse. Now the blessing, for me, would be that I’ve had this time to focus on me and my brand. I’ve had time to gain knowledge and receive the tools to come back to for later. Everyone’s small blessing is different and it’s completely understandable if someone is experiencing the worst of this and just can’t even think of anything good being associated with the cursed covid. I’m blessed to not experience any tragedies and to only have my few down days of where I was depressed from just not being able to experience a nice day with my friends. My heart goes out to those who have been dealing with much worse.
Lastly, I just want to say that I have just been so emotional these past few days! I have no clue what’s going on. I’ve mostly been emotional about my work. These past few days I’ve had people tell me how they loved Monday’s blog post or how they love my podcast and they’re saving it on Spotify. It just means so much to me because I work so hard and I often feel like I’m not good enough. I know I need to work harder and study more while applying what I actually learned. I know I could be expanding so much more but it means the world to know that, while I could be further along, I’m also not doing terrible where I am at the moment either. I appreciate each person that sticks with me and believes in me, even if they don’t know me beyond my blog and social media. It’s hard out here in the girl boss world, but we’re going to make it!