I’m an introvert. I stay inside pretty often. I cross my fingers in hopes that plans are canceled. I cancel plans myself sometimes. So, it’s pretty evident that I have plenty of times where I prefer to be inside to myself. This, however, is just a bit much. I’m not saying I’m just dying, because I’m not. I’m actually enjoying this time. I don’t get to go to a workplace that I hate. I don’t have to get ready when I don’t feel like it. I’m even getting benefits right now due to being furloughed and I’m basically getting more than I’ve ever gotten working. So, it’s not all terrible, BUT, I just wish I could go out and be with my friends. I wish I could go into a coffee shop on a beautiful day while the sun is shining down on me and get some work done and then maybe go enjoy the scenery. I just miss that freedom. I know I’m not alone.
Regardless, I’m not letting this time just pass me by and ignoring the opportunities I have right in front of my face either. With the money that I do have coming in (which I’m very blessed to be getting by the way), I’m putting some to the side to save up. If I save enough, then I’ll be able to make one of the biggest moves I need to make in my life and I’m excited just at the thought! I’ve also been investing in myself by joining courses and getting guides. I’m going to come out of this better than ever! I also realize that there’s a change I need to make and I hope I go through with it…I just hope.