Dear Diary,

This morning is such a struggle…like every morning. It’s like a fight with my alarm consistently. It’s going off and off….and off. Chirping the words “get up and work out” but I’m fighting back saying “no, I don’t wanna.” Then when  I finally get up, I realize I should’ve listened to my alarm because now I feel crappy and in my usual mopey mood. Constant songs of “I suck” and “I’ll never get right. The million dollar question is…will I ever get right? I mean I have my moments where I suddenly have thing health kick. I wake up and workout, I eat healthy, I get all that good stuff people get for fitness….but it never lasts. So when will it? Honestly, I don’t know…but I wish I did.

With love,