Dear Diary,

I feel like I have two different worlds going on. There’s one world where I’m not doing what I want to do and I’m living life constantly counting down until the next thing happens while also either dreading it or being anxious or just in need of it to happen. This world is the world where I’m currently working at the movies. Nothing is really happening for me in this world and I just want this world to end. On the flip side, there’s another world. A world where, maybe it’s not something that I’m doing as my career just yet, but it’s something that I love and that I’m on my way to making it my career. This world is my blogging world. In this world, I had something very exciting happen recently. I had to step out of my comfort zone and I’m so glad that I did. I’ll write about what happened soon, but I’m so grateful for the opportunity that was presented. I feel that I’m getting closer to my sign that it’ll be ok to quit my current work situation and my two worlds will soon go down to one world…The world that I love.

With love,